(Source: all-my-bitches-luv-me)

when will i get to see you again? 

fate feels like a dream. it still feels like a dream that i met such an amazing guy. before…it was hard for me to trust anyone….it was hard for me to even trust some of my friends because i know they would think i’m crazy. it was a step that i chose to open up to him.

he became a brother to me. i could tell him some of the stories i’ve never told anyone before and he still wouldn’t judge me. he told me that before you go into any further relationship with the girl you like, you must treat them like a sister beforehand. the way he said that put me in an awestruck moment. usually when someone tells you you’re their sister, it feels like being friend-zoned. he became the guy i really respected. 

ever since volunteering together, i guess we both kinda had feelings for each other. but ever since wonderland, he admitted he did like me. never have i ever liked a guy that confessed first. if he had not told me, i would’ve just kept it a secret. im glad he had the guts to do that. 

i still remember the first day i put my head on his shoulder to when we first held hands to our first kiss. it felt like butterflies rapidly flapping their wings inside of me….one of the best feelings ever. 

then i had to leave. that was an awful moment…he kissed me on the cheek before we left the campsite. i miss him a lot. he tells me that one day he’ll move to bc or ab in order to be closer to me. we have all these things planned out of where we would go in the future and just of our future together. i really have to thank god for this summer. it was through Him that we got to know each other and really connected, in a sense. give all glory to the lord. ^^ 

sushi at Mt.Fuji 

dont want to leave london tooowwn. :(( 

THIS DRESS IS ON SALE . :( 

lovenbehappy:

my baby cousin

July 17, 2012. 

Floral tank - Forever 21

Short-shorts - Aeropostale 

Skinny belt - Urban Planet 

Such adorable & yummylicious candy to snack on. #asiancandyy

queued a bunch of stuff before i have to leave tomorrow. c: byebye guys. ^^ 

went shopping with mommy & sis today. c:

we walked around looking for sales & yeah..i needed shorts + jeans for the summer because i got fatter thus, in need of new bottoms. (y) 

finally found a good pair of jeans - yay! something that fits. :DDDD

then went to forever 21 & found the cutest little jacket. ;3 …mom wont buy it for me soooo…i had to buy it myself. whatever. :P

Jean jacket with lace detail - Forever21

$30 

i see pictures of him all over my newsfeed

…idk..im glad that he’s happy, i guess. not too sad about it because i know nothing wouldve happened anyways even if he stayed. 

i will admit that im a bit jealous…he was kind of like…this nice & genuine guy that wont be someone that might hurt me…of course, my predictions/thoughts end up sucking and just a lie. 

i think im over him…ish? LOL. meh. 

…it’s kind of a hurry…but i cant believe im leaving for ontario in a week. crazy. hehe gunna hang with one of my besties before i leave // ^__^ bye bye soon. 

7/3/12

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